"Is this world even worth protecting?"

Magic Anon Status: Normal
Soul Gem Status: Heavily Clouded
Sayaka's light in the dark.
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My name is Miki Sayaka, if you've got something to say, go right ahead...
Note: This is Sayaka in the late stages of grief, so she is definitely unstable.
((This RP blog is associated with Magica-Quartet, but I'll roleplay with anyone, so don't be shy!))

scarletknightkyouko:

It’s been over a month now.

A month since that day.

That very day she talked to Sayaka at her abandoned church home. About what though? About how the blue-haired girl should probably rethink her ways on how she works as a puella magi. That day where Kyouko first realized she was starting to contradict herself when it came to her whole, only care for yourself and use your magic only for yourself, thing. She was actually helping Sayaka that day saying things like, how she should take on her more pragmatic approach with this kind of work. Giving her all sorts of advice on the manner, and in the end, Sayaka actually listened.

Although, this was not what she wanted.

“Oi, Sayaka, I know ya’ve been gettin’ better at this whole thing lately, but don’t get too cocky! Yer still just fuckin’ ‘round in some ways like ya just got contracted!” Taking out a grief seed she had got only just an hour ago to relieve her of the darkness taking over soul gem. How nice it felt too.

Yup, that’s right, Sayaka had demanded that Kyouko take her in to teach her her ways of how she handled being a puella magi. It certainly wasn’t a team work thing though. They didn’t work together. They just had a first come, first serve basis on the witches and pretty much just stayed out of each’s way in that aspect. Other than that, the blue-haired girl was slowly getting in the speed of things. Maybe even picking up a few combat tricks. Kyouko be damned if Sayaka actually surpassed her, but she didn’t see that happening any time soon.

Well, at least Sayaka kept her end of the deal and provided her with food a place to stay sometimes. Guess it wasn’t too bad.

Anyway, it was a quiet night and they both were just sitting high atop a building. A building that almost seemed as if was watching over the rest of the concrete jungle that is, Mitakihara.

“Heh…. but how are ya holdin’ up?” There she went again. Contradicting herself. Not that she even cared at this point since she seemed to be doing that lately.

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A month.

A month, exactly now.

A month since Kyouko had spoken to her in the church and convinced her to change the way she thought over…everything. Convinced her to become the sort of magical girl she had previously despised.

Mami would be so disappointed in her, she thinks.

She shoves that thought aside and gives an annoyed scowl to the other, as you reprimand her for how she handled the witch.

“I won, didn’t I? I know how to defeat witches, that’s one thing I do know how to do!”

She leans back on her hands and tries to maintain an irritated expression, but in the end it just phases out, and she’s not really even angry anymore as you ask her your next question.

Twirling her bright blue soul gem in her hand—she can hear Kyubey’s voice in her head, reminding her that the more grief seeds she had, the stronger she’d be—she answered after a pause.

“I guess I’m doing fine. Something about this still just seems wrong…how long before thoughts like that go away, huh?”

Will they ever?

She places the ring that houses her essence back on her finger. “I just…Why am I telling you this for, anyway?” Sayaka mumbles, looking away from you and back to the city’s lights.

(Source: togainunochi)

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miki-sayaka-senpai:

一緒にいてやるよ

Pixiv ID: 17179566
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original source has (unfortunately) been deleted

pervyhitomi said: “well, i spent most of my christmas checking the panties of the other sayaka-chans. i also groped mami-san and had a conversation with a girl named hijiri~”

Sayaka blinks.

And then she blinks again.

“You did what?!

scarletknightkyouko:

“What’cha goin’ on ‘bout now? I just came by ta see if I can steal some food from ya, hehehe. Feel like havin’ dinner together?” Blunt as always, that redhead. Nonetheless, she knew Sayaka was at least used to such, but would still get exasperated with it every now and then.

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Sayaka rubs her forehead and lets out a groan of frustration.

“Here.” She shoves the bag of chips at you. “If you want to stay for dinner, my parents are out so we’ll probably end up foraging!” The blue magical girl walks back to her kitchen as she calls out to the other, wondering if it would be simpler just to buy a bento or something as she pokes at things in the cabinets.

“I know I saw a younger version of her…!” She mumbles as she checks her soul gem. It’s reasonably bright, so she can’t blame her lack of sense here on the darkness gathering within it.

(Source: whiteknightjustice)

scarletknightkyouko:

kokosakuwa:

She honestly has no idea what Sayaka’s even saying.

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“Okaaay!” She waits a few seconds, until Sayaka’s out of earshot, and then dives behind a bush for her older self to take over.

“Heh, let’s do this.” Saying with a smirk as she knocked on Sayaka’s door.

This was going to be more than just good.

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“What now…” Sayaka throws down a bag of chips on her couch as she walks past it and back to the apartment’s door. She’s not certain where the little Kyouko went, but—

She answers the door and stares in shock. “Wait…Kyouko…? Didn’t I just see—” She makes a series of complex hand motions as she tries to mime her confusion. “Is this some kinda weird timeline thing…?” 

(Source: whiteknightjustice)

pervyhitomi sent: Hitomi ran up to Sayaka before groping her from behind, "How was your christmas, Sayaka-chan~?"

“What the—”

Sayaka whips around and glares daggers at you.

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“Wh-What the hell, Hitomi?!” She almost disregards the question, but decides to tack on a response. “Fine, I guess…what about yours…?”

Maybe that hadn’t happened. Maybe it was an accident. Yes, she should tell herself that.

bossman-andy sent: Hey, look who's back! Hope ya a good time during Christmas.

“Uhh yeah, hey!”

“It went great, what about yours?”

kokosakuwa said: “das me!!” she grins up at the blue haired teenager, “heeey, ya gots any snaaacks??”

Sayaka looks around.

“Did a witch do this to her…? Wait, no way, a witch couldn’t make her a kid again…!”

Confused, she steps aside anyway to let you in. 

“Sure,” she begins slowly. “Stay here, I’ll be right back.”

kokosakuwa sent: The child toddles over to Sayaka's front door and knocks on it. "Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeyyyyy! Saayyaaaak!" This can only end in tears. "Heeeeey!!"

Sayaka’s not really sure who to expect. She almost thinks it’s Madoka’s little brother, but by the time she opens it and sees you, it’s pretty clear that it’s—

“Wait…Kyouko…?” She stares down at you in blatant shock. “There’s no way that’s…”

This had to be…was it Kyouko’s little sister, maybe?